The night she left he finally learned to dance.
Her perfume sucked into its bottle, prey
into a passing snake, a passing train.
And in its wake, sharp bubbles—she would say
bassoons—plinked skyward making way against the rain.
Tonight, without the stony slosh of toes
to work around, without the actual back
that travels on its own agenda, washed
in wishing for her hair beneath his cheek,
he spun her out among the light-years and the lost.
He found a way to glide her (though the door
was sticky with her fingerprints, the rug
impressed with heels, the sink still tearful with her toothpaste),
pull her closer than the body of his breath,
dip her perfect weight exactly at the ghostly waist.
so long gone, so fugitive
the mystery of those lives, most-lived before mine
gone,
a dream
here,
color or sound
on the inside, floating in the dark, in mind,
pictures in mind, those faces, faded to the mind-color or sound,
fugitive, always running,
so felt—
made the darkness of the mind, time, the moment after moment now,
surviving the vivid.